Life just isn’t the same being back……
Thursday, June 12th, 2008After the trip I’ve gone through so many emotions and states of being. I went from ‘I can’t believe it’s over,’ through to ‘what am I supposed to do with myself now,’ to ‘I miss St. Lucia and want to go back,’ straight into ‘now that I’m back my life just isn’t the same.’
Strange enough I’ve settled with this sate of being; my life isn’t supposed to be the same. We went from an over commercialized society where everyone was too busy to truly care, into a place that was so laid back, warm and welcoming. Even more significantly however, the same people that I traveled with and was too busy to see now became such good friends that we would miss when they were away on different project for too long, and wouldn’t greet without a hug.
However, the most significant change is the feeling that I can make a difference, and we did create differences.
This experience has taught me that each of us can take the time to slow down and look around, not stress over the little things especially when everything is not going according to plans, but be FLEXIBLE and know that everything will work out. I also learnt that you don’t have to buy/build someone a house to make a difference in their lives, but only a few minutes/hours spent talking to them, teaching them, inspiring them can make just as much an impact as any other large gestures.